Blast From The Past

~QQdarling~

During countdown, "I Never Told You" that I Love You but when we apart, I felt that "I Can't Go On" missing you so crazily. I wish that I can say something sweet to you "Like I Love You". Everyday when I sleep, I often "Dream" about you and your lovely smile that lighten up my life. "Without Your Love", my life would be lifeless and my heart shall be full of sorrow. Since January 10th until now, you already be "My Girl" for almost 3 months. I'm happy that we been together for so long. I promise from the first day that no matter what happen, "I Still Love You". I want you to be "With Me" for eternity. When I'm down, "I Need You" by my side and comfort me. It gives me comfort and protection. I really wish that I will "Never Say Goodbye" to our Love as the flame of our relationship shall last forever and ever.

Lee Yien, I Love You.

MuackZ

-QQzhuzhu-

Ah, remember this poem? It's been a while since I last read it. I don't know that I'm able to write this kind of poem down. Hehe.

Wishlist

Here's a wishlist for my dearest baby :

To do :

1) I will care for her more than myself.
2) I will not do something that will hurt her heart.
3) I will try to spend less money on materials and save it for our future.
4) I will try my best to achieve my goal to have better life with my baby.
5) I will learn something that doesn't need money to prove to my baby.
6) I will study hard to get my degree.
7) I won't do those things that can really threaten our relationship.
8) I will save money for our Hong Kong trip.
9) I will love her up to the most.
10) I know it's hard to do something that does not need money but I will try my best to do it.
11) I won't flirt with any girl anymore.
12) I hope she'll be happy everyday and to do that, it's my duty.
13) If she happy, I'll be happy too =)
14) I won't repeat the past and will not speak about the past.
15) I will be honest to you.
16) I will think about you all the time.
17) I won't reply slow anymore.
18) I will try to change myself.
19) I will try to fulfill my promises.
20) Most importantly, I LOVE YOU

Phrases~~

Haunted by the past.

Deceived by the present.

Scare of the future.

Feelings~~~

It's been almost more than a month since I updated my blog.
Guess I'm a lazy ass huh ...
Many things had happened during the past 1 month and all is in my baby's blog...

Today I had a strange dream. I wouldn't say it is sweet or a nightmare...
It's more like a mixture between of my past and also my present condition...
Some people kept wondering why I'd get drunk each time I went to clubbing.
Simple, people that went to clubbing is either wanna release all the pressure that surrounds them or they just wanna have fun.

Well, I'm under the 1st option. Why?
There's some past that I couldn't let go and the pressure that always wanted me to be successful.
I know that I won't live up till their expectation...
Being scold and said so many times each time I did a mistake...
It's just too much for me...

I'll always have the heart to do it but I need time...
Yes, some people already did it. Why? Hmm, you all should know why.
I only can promised you but I don't know can I do it or not.
I've failed you many times yet I'm still trying to fulfill my promise~

Perfect~
This song suits my emotion. Just listen to the lyrics make me feels much better..

Something bad happened yesterday night. She called me but I wasn't feeling well.
She hung up the call and never call back =(
Hopefully she'll read this and I doesn't want to go back to my old self again.
I'm not what you think I am. There's reason for every actions and I don't want to stress it out here.

Sorry~

Valentine's Day 2009

2009 Valentine's Day
This could be the latest I woke up and reach my baby house. Lol.
But yet we managed to celebrate it quite well ^^
And finally I sent my car to wash after 2-3 months.
It was early that my baby present me with her gift.
It's a Man Utd 08/09 jersey.
Yeah. Go Red Devils!!~

At first, my baby thought of going to Desa Park City but LDP was quite jammed.
So we went to Sunway Pyramid for dinner.
We were supposed to act that we bump to each other with Rickson but he cannot wait for me to come out so he went Secret Recipe.

We went Zen Japanese Rest. and luckily there's table for us.
Sushi Zanmai is packed and full of people lining to get it @@
Then, there's the menu. We thought there's set menu but only have ala-carte and the valentine package which cost Rm98++*more than TGIF package*

I ordered a Chawanmushi and unagi rice for baby and a seafood rice for myself and not forgetting a sushi =)
We thought of order more food but I was full from my food and my baby leftover food.

Later we went back to car park and I gave her my gift...It's a small cute bunny.
She thought is the Valentine's card from Popular but I forgot to buy...
So I went back inside the mall and see if it's still open but it is closed.
At last, I bought a bouquet of flower to "tam" her back...
At least she happy, I also happy ^^

Later on, we went Puteri Hill to check on Rickson ...
Lol...They were doing something that we think it was but it's not =(

Then, Daniel came along and we chatted a lot of stuffs and Rickson hang his creation at his car boot~~
Everyone was looking at it each time they passed by...Haha
You can't find it anywhere except Klang and his house*according to him*

After all the chatting and stuffs, we went SY's house and we talk about jokes...Damn funny lo~~
LOL

Happy 2nd Anniversary

Today is a very special day for me~~

Few events have happened which is my sis's birthday, my dad came back from overseas after 6 months working at there and most of all, me and my baby 2 years anniversary =)

It wasn't a good start for me in the morning
Can't wake up due to last night praying =X
But I managed to wake up at 1pm and rush straight to my baby house to pick her up~~
Yet, she's not ready yet...Swt

When at Mid Valley, I took her to Pasta Zanmai for lunch...She thought Madam Kwan >.< I ordered unagi pasta and my baby ordered the salmon pasta... Then we have the green tea with cream on top of it...It is so tasty and sweet Then we have the california roll but instead wrapped by seaweed, they used bread...

The Menus

My Baby's Salmon Pasta. Free Salad and Soup

The Unagi Paste Set

California Roll and the Creamy Green Tea


After that, I asked my baby to go shopping alone as I have to finish up the gift...Hehe The puzzle actually need to be wrap with a wrapping paper so it looks nicer... Wrapped

The Wonderful Puzzle

My baby actually know that I'm doing puzzle cause she kept on thinking about it~~
But at least I can bluff her by keep saying silver which she thought is silver jewelery
This puzzle represents the 1st time that we met =)

Then my gift now, I felt more silly...Sigh
She bought me a bolster, pillow and a bedsheet and a car sticker...Walao
I don't even know even though she's buying it in front of me...Zzz
But what I liked is her note...She wrote a note for me which consists of me and her pictures
It was so sweeeet~~~Thank you dear
MuackZz

Then we had dinner with my dad and then fetched her to her uncle's house...
They asked me the price of the puzzle and they were shocked after knowing it~~
Her mom said too waste buying it~~Maybe cause the price

Hopefully she like this simple gift ^^

Now is awaiting Valentine's Day~~
What to buy? Or What to make?
I don't know~~~
I'll keep it as a secret...

Btw, I've bought an alarm clock which is the same as Ron's clock but different background colour
Maybe the alarm is effective enough to wake me up =)

The Clocks


Me & My Baby

2009 - A New Beginning

Bye bye 2008 and hello to 2009, the year of the Ox
Long long time didn't update my blog.
Busy with my baby and also give commitment to my Counterstrike:Source.

Yesterday was a day that we all able to come out and spend the night together counting down to a new year. Woot~
We did what we were planning to do for the last few months. Clubbing that is =)
We wanted to go Poppy at first but need 21 years old and it is full.
Then, we end up at Passion which also link to Poppy.

I thought Passion is doing R&B but actually it is house. Swt~~
But we later on moved to Poppy =)
At 10.45pm, they started to drink and at first, we drink little bit to save for later.
But suddenly, all want bottoms up especially Pui Yee. She kept asking for more.
End up sober like last time. Then, 30 minutes later the 1st bottle finished...

But most of them already got the mood due to the pure shots.
I didn't dance much since I have to look after they all so I just drink and drink and drink.
Some girls still want to drink even they already drunk. Lucky my baby dance more than drink.

Continued~~
After all the drinking and dancing, we went to the mamak behind Poppy for a drink...
Most of them have woke up from the drunken fiesta while Aeon is having some stomach clearance outside...
Almost 1 hour later, Wei Siang fetched us to get my car...Then we went to Denyse house to overnight...Rickson and I were talking as we cannot sleep at that time. Later, py, ws and baby ly joined in and we talked a lot of stuffs until around 8.30am...
After that, I cannot resist the bed and went on to rest my brain...

And during the lunch time, we had fried kuey teow and egg...Then played some foosball but it was too noisy...We played some card games and then they re-act back where Angie and Aeon did Something.................

When we're about to go home, we stop by KFC for some food and guess what, they said the chicken got some weird smell which I did not notice it...Too hungry perhaps...
Then we went WS's home for a visit...

After that, I was rushing back to Puchong cause Sy got a party at the evening...It was 5 people in the car and I sped up to 100kmph...Lol...