Whatever It Is

It's been few weeks since I abandoned my pink blog...
Busy with exams, Pc Fair and most important, I'll be driving to Penang in 5 hours time~~~
And guess what, the driver = ME is still awake...
And listening to S.H.E songs NOW!!!~~

And 2 days ago, I want to say sorry to all...
I was in a bad mood that day
Not because of you guys at Red Box but because of something else...
Something that I heard since last time...
Just think back and feel sad about it
Heart full of tears and waters...
Sorry that I have ruined everything that day

Will post again in few days...

Take care people~~~
Wish me a safe and fun trip ^^

Misery Goes Over Again

Misunderstanding or purpose?
Only you know.
I angry not because of this and that. Is just that the tone you spoke me the word "Italiannies" really make me upset.
Did I ever do wrong things towards you?

We already promised each other and you said "I'll walk with you eventhough the path is full of obstacles". Is it? True?
Tonight you already make fun of my past several times. Is it funny? Up to you whether you wanna forgive me or not.
You said the tone is nothing. But I care. Why? Cause you think I went there with OTHER people. Did I?
Think properly. I only went with you and with my Pc Fair mates.
I really don't understand. We already promised but why you still wanna make jokes of it again and again. It ain't funny you know?

I'm trying to fulfill my promise and yet you kept making fun of my mistakes by saying it over and over again. Sigh~
Why you want to make it like this? For the fun of it? Or you really want to overturn the promise?
Think about it. I never did wrong since that day I promised you.
THINK properly.
I'm trying to walk this rough and tough road and yet you're like destroying the road that I'm walking at.
You're supposed to walk with me.
Not making my life more miserable than before.
Everytime I go home, you think that I will do the same thing again.
Did I? I messaged you everytime I reach home.
And the only reply I get is "Okla".
Not like last time.

I know that I made mistakes in the past. But did you ever tried to let it go?
Yes I did let go of the incident on the 3rd month we're together.

Fault, Fault and Fault

Is it hard for me to advise her to do something simple at home?
I just asked her to do something at home since she said she's very bored. In her point of view, it means she's disturbing me. Wtf. Like this also can.
Ya, it's always my fault. Ask you to do something means you're disturbing me.
Think properly la.
You told me that you're very sien at home.
I know you haven't get your car. If not, you're long gone from your home.

I don't know what am I suppose to tell you.
Advise you is like finding something to argue with you. Is it true?
Even you said that I'm immature. I know you very mature.
Know this and that.

In the end, everything happened is MY fault.

Birthday Galore~~

It's my birthday on 26th.
Guess what happened early in the morning.
My baby appeared in front of me when I woke up but I knew it since my mom told me that she came. What a surprise =)

Then, I'm glad that I managed to sold off my graphic card although it's cheaper abit.
Before head to 1U, I RECEIVED my gift from my baby. Woohoo~~
At first I thought it's just a boxer, then when I press it was hard. Knew it's the perfume since baby said it's Rm200++.
But I was sad and abit emo of myself cause so stupid cannot see the gift and the card in her room. Even it's placed in front of me. Zzz.
None the less, it's the choco galore at 1U. We ordered the "Chocolate Affair" and I messed up the water dispenser. Don't know how to operate so the cup overflow =(

My baby keep on saying the perfume is nice. Lol. Really non-stop smelling my body. Haha
Too bad I can't smell it cause I have a nose block =(
Even the pasta I also cannot smell. Taste also don't have. Sad.
Next time I'll go again. This time, I'll make sure no nose block or anything.
Then there's the cake. Lols. So cute. I thought it's Chocolate cake but it was a Cheese cake instead. Heck, it's still a cake from Itallianies. Not cheap though. Haha.

My baby asked to bring her watch High School Musical 3 again when it's STARRED.
But she kept on complaining they haven't show the PROM but the fact is the couple already MISSED the prom and showed up at the GRAD Day.
Swt.

At last, I end up sleeping at my baby's house for the night due to the tiredness. I
I really enjoyed my birthday this time. Better than last year.

Hopefully next year will be better of course since it's my 21st birthday.
Gonna make it grand. Wahahaha~~

My Birthday Pictures

Birthday? Or just another Disaster.

It's my Birthday!!~~
Is it? Anyone can answer me?
If yes, why there's many things happened for the 30 minutes before midnight?

I had my dinner with my family. Does this consider I'm doing it with another "PEOPLE"?!
You said want to build a foundation but you kept mentioning the past. How you expect me to build?

I already tried to be a good and gentle bf. Can't you see?
Is it so hard to believe me?

You're the only one that wishes me at midnight. No one else.
I'm happy. It's true.
I'm crying with tears flowing down like a waterfall.
Never expect that we gonna have an argument before my birthday.

I never did anything wrong to you since that day.
I know I cause trouble during the night in the hotel.
I can't help it. I'm sick and I need to rest.
You all can continue without me. I'm really fine with it.
There's need not to put the blame on me.

I just don't want my condition to worsen by today.
I'm gonna celebrate my Birthday with my baby and yet now, I argued with her just because of 1 fucking small things.
I admit that I can't do everything for her but at least I tried. I know it's not that simple but heck, it needs time and patience.
I just hope that you and me can put in more time to our relationship.
Not to argue just because of a small little tiny things. Sigh~

Anyway, I'm very happy cause my friends celebrated me and Cindy's birthday although mine is in advance.
The "Chocolate Banana Cake" is nice and delicious.
I appreciate it so much =)

Tagged by Jacques

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Shocked and will think over and over again about the causes.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- There's no sadness in my life.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- Those outsider that make me emo. My darling? No way =)

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Buy lots of assets and let the tenant pay everything for me ^^

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- Will I? Maybe.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Being loved by someone that I truly love.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- Not sure. The answer lies to the MAN.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Hope she'll be happy in her new life.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- I'll be happy when I see my darling happy.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
- When I know something bad will happen to me or did something to me.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- Having my tenants to pay for me expenses while me and my family will be at home without working

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- Family > Darling > Friends

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- Lols. My darling and CT tagged me. Both also nice and my darling loves me =)

14. Have you SMILED today?
- Definitely yes.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- Look at the clock and continue sleeping xD

16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
- Yes I will.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- I will choose in terms of different criteria then only I'll decide.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- No.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
- In a relationship cause I'm already in 1. 

List 5 people to tag..

- LeeYien

- Rickson

- Ee Von

- Jacques

- Ee Wing

New skin

leeyien here =)
came back from yuen steamboat.
dear just got home.
i have the "heart" to upgrade his blog layouts as well since i did mine 2 days ago.
this blog skin is about the same as my blog skin.
the difference is the blog header image, posts and details.
just to ease my work and reduce trouble of editing the crazy long html codes.
just now, while copying my codes to his blog. i accidentally deleted the whole codes from my blog. OMG.
luckily i have backup the codes just to waste a bit of my time editing the "page elements".
phew. tada. here it goes.
i know it's abit girlish but nice wat.
i think kenneth will edit the color code to maybe blue instead of pink when he has the time.
okla.. dear's going to have a dota match with bro edi. ciaozzz.