Misery Goes Over Again

Misunderstanding or purpose?
Only you know.
I angry not because of this and that. Is just that the tone you spoke me the word "Italiannies" really make me upset.
Did I ever do wrong things towards you?

We already promised each other and you said "I'll walk with you eventhough the path is full of obstacles". Is it? True?
Tonight you already make fun of my past several times. Is it funny? Up to you whether you wanna forgive me or not.
You said the tone is nothing. But I care. Why? Cause you think I went there with OTHER people. Did I?
Think properly. I only went with you and with my Pc Fair mates.
I really don't understand. We already promised but why you still wanna make jokes of it again and again. It ain't funny you know?

I'm trying to fulfill my promise and yet you kept making fun of my mistakes by saying it over and over again. Sigh~
Why you want to make it like this? For the fun of it? Or you really want to overturn the promise?
Think about it. I never did wrong since that day I promised you.
THINK properly.
I'm trying to walk this rough and tough road and yet you're like destroying the road that I'm walking at.
You're supposed to walk with me.
Not making my life more miserable than before.
Everytime I go home, you think that I will do the same thing again.
Did I? I messaged you everytime I reach home.
And the only reply I get is "Okla".
Not like last time.

I know that I made mistakes in the past. But did you ever tried to let it go?
Yes I did let go of the incident on the 3rd month we're together.

Fault, Fault and Fault

Is it hard for me to advise her to do something simple at home?
I just asked her to do something at home since she said she's very bored. In her point of view, it means she's disturbing me. Wtf. Like this also can.
Ya, it's always my fault. Ask you to do something means you're disturbing me.
Think properly la.
You told me that you're very sien at home.
I know you haven't get your car. If not, you're long gone from your home.

I don't know what am I suppose to tell you.
Advise you is like finding something to argue with you. Is it true?
Even you said that I'm immature. I know you very mature.
Know this and that.

In the end, everything happened is MY fault.