Saturday, September 26, 2009

I don't know what's happening to me.
For the past few days, every emo song I listened to makes my eye filled with tears.

Frankly speaking, I don't know what I want for myself or to other people.
I only worked from 9am to 6pm. This is my life for the next 3 months.

God, please guide me as I feel helpless now.


Saturday, September 12, 2009

I'm still emotionally unstable.
Is this what I want for myself?

Do I really have to carry this burden?
I work and make myself tired just to save money yet I can only save for 1 person.
I'm confused.
This is not what I want in the agreement.

I've to keep myself busy not to think and think any bad outcomes.
I need listener not an advisor because every piece of advice is the same shit.

Sigh.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Everything has its boundaries.
You crossed the line means you gone too far.

I'm writing this because I'm very bloody pissed off for what you did.
You think it's fun to see a couple have problems and argue?

Just leave both of us and we'll settle it. We don't want any outside to come and act smart be peacemaker.
You'll only make things worse.
Just leave and fuck off, you mothafucker.

Btw, here's a sentence for you.
"Siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedas".