Fast & Furious

It was one of the fastest time I ever had in my life.
Went to Sepang with ly, cy & her dad for some speed car racing.

Rode Evo 9 to there and it was awesome.
The car was sleek from interior to exterior.

Before the circuit, we stopped by the Shell Station for petrol.
At there, there's loads of Subaru. Lol.
From there on, the route to the circuit is full of fast car.

I managed to ride one of the car and experience what is like of racing. And I also recorded a video of it. *will upload it tonight*

More pictures coming in tomorrow =)

Here's the video of me sitting as passenger in Evo 7. Awesome.

Psst - My baby bought me a purple color shirt. It doesn't look gay but I'm sure I will feel weird wearing it.

And also the golden key from her. Thanks baby =)

Birthday Galore =)

Hey, it's my birthday today.
And guess what, my baby came and celebrated with me.
She reached my house around 11.58pm.
It was a surprise as I didn't know that she's coming to celebrate with me =)


Later, I opened my gift which is a big big card.
I thought it is just another love message from my baby but when I look at the other side, it was the wishes from all my friends =)


Thanks you guys. And also girls :p


Not to mention the baby J.Co donuts that I wanted to eat for a long time




As for the real gift, I shall let the pictures do the talking =)

Thanks baby for making this wonderful birthday countdown.



at noon, went Mid Valley
watched "Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs"


dinner @ Chili's

she hates it when I busy with hp & watching football match

bottomless fruit juice

New York Strip

Lamb Shoulder

Chocolate Brownie Sundae

After the celebration, I'm proud of myself for having such a bunch of wonderful friends with their wishes for my birthday.

And special thanks to my beloved baby for designing a wonderful birthday card and the hassle she took to complete it.
I love you babe =)

I don't know what's happening to me.

For the past few days, every emo song I listened to makes my eye filled with tears.

Frankly speaking, I don't know what I want for myself or to other people.

I only worked from 9am to 6pm. This is my life for the next 3 months.

God, please guide me as I feel helpless now.

I'm still emotionally unstable.

Is this what I want for myself?

Do I really have to carry this burden?

I work and make myself tired just to save money yet I can only save for 1 person.

I'm confused.

This is not what I want in the agreement.

I've to keep myself busy not to think and think any bad outcomes.

I need listener not an advisor because every piece of advice is the same shit.

Sigh.

Everything has its boundaries.

You crossed the line means you gone too far.

I'm writing this because I'm very bloody pissed off for what you did.

You think it's fun to see a couple have problems and argue?

Just leave both of us and we'll settle it. We don't want any outside to come and act smart be peacemaker.

You'll only make things worse.

Just leave and fuck off, you mothafucker.

Btw, here's a sentence for you.

"Siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedas".

What's done is done.

I accepted the failure but nobody except myself should be blame for it.

I've tried my best yet I still could not achieve it.

Is it time for me to let go this profession and go for the one I've been wanting to go since SPM?

Sigh. Decision are hard to make.

Pathetic liar. Useless piece of shit.

Just fuck off.

I'm not worth it.

I'm a fucking poor kid from an average family.

How you want me to trust you? The way you talk and the way you act doesn't convince me enough.

Please don't make me think that you're money minded.

I don't want to and please don't make me to do so.

I miss my pc.
Sad to see it being seperated to different people to use.

After looking at my project that I have to abandon, wish I can complete it.

Everything is back to normal.
She finally be honest to me and told me everything.
I'm satisfied and happy now.
We will start all over again.
No hidden stories. No hidden feelings.
Honesty is the key to happiness.

^^

I woke up 5am in the morning.

I was sleeping due to my tiredness.

I was told by someone that she is going to yam cha with her friends.

There's my 1 trust on her.

The very last message I sent was 1.32am before I went to bed.

From there, I never received her reply anymore.

At 5am, I called her. No answer. I called again. She picked up and something happen.

But then, there was another story behind the story.

They're not where they suppose to be. She's drunk and did not call me.

This is not the 1st time that she lied to me and she never bother to tell me.

How fun you think it is? Asked by a friend to accompany and then get drunk in late night.

You refrain me to go club because of some reasons. I followed.

And look at what you did to yourself? Getting drunk like a fucktard.

I listened to you. But what I get back in return? A backfired trust from you? Bullshit.

This is nonsense.

I was the one who did not know anything. Yet I got scolded by your friend.

You said you don't wanna go home. But in the 1st place, who ask you to go.

I don't know why you want to be so kind and accompany someone to drink and get drunk.

Even myself also never have the chance to do so.

And there you were calling me to fetch you after I know about it.

If I don't know? Will you call me? Yes? No? You know the answer.

I'm very disappointed with you. Not because that you got drunk.

Because that you never use your so called "SMART" brain and think that there's someone blindly waiting for your reply while he doze off to sleep.

Hello, I'm your boyfriend. I have the right to know.

Ya, you told me sit Estima. So what. What happen after that.

Self-humiliation. If cannot drink, don't drink la. Why want to act smart. It's a foolish act, you know?

Maybe you don't know but I know.

Again the "TRUST" that I gave has once again been broken.

Will I trust her anymore? Yes? No? Anyone can answer? I'm sure "you" can.

It's 6 in the morning. She just reach home. You think your parent won't know about it?

Sooner or later, they'll know. It's just the matter of time.

I've been wondering, are those called your "bestfriend"?

If you would ask me, I would just say "bestfriend don't leave bestfriend behind". Nuff said.

Please don't tell me that you have problem or whatsoever that makes you to drink and drunk.

Socialize? Is this what you meant? Go out say yam cha and then end up at some unknown house and drunk. Then you expect me to help you whereas you did not even tell me where the hell did you go.

Maybe this is not a serious matter to you but for me it is.

I have the right to get angry at anyone now.

I'm very piss off about something that I called "TRUST".

You've been giving me trouble after trouble. When will you want to stop?

I really had enough of this bullshit. You're crossing the line.

What you gonna do about it? Apologize and then expect me to forgive you just like that?

Is that simple? If you wanna think that way, just think that way.

I'm writing this with my tears and I don't care whether you will understand what I write or not.

This is my feelings now.

I don't care how people think about me.

Yes, you can say that I'm not considerate but heck, who ask you to do something without telling me? I have the right to know also.

If this is what you called socialize,

I'm sorry that I have to forbidden you from going out at night to yam cha.

And this words are said from inside my heart.

Regards,

Kenneth.

Happy Things~~

1. I bought a new PS3 =)

2. Went Mdm. Kwan for lunch with baby.

3. Sushi Zanmai(MV) for dinner.

4. My baby got back her baby whale. Lol.

5. My baby bought a hand sanitizer*so called lubricant* swt.

6. Received a new shirt from baby. She spent all the money I gave her in 1 day.

7. Went to watch Transformers 2 for the 2nd time. Again we missed the opening few minutes of the show.

8. Got a free receipt that saves us Rm5 of parking fees XD

9. Did a few shopping on PS3 stuffs for me and my baby to play together =)

10. Wore my very 1st Manchester United jersey today. Very happy but not used to the shirt.

11. Went Snowflakes again with my baby, Shu Yi, Jia Loong, Lup Yan, and Shaun.

Things hoping to happen.

1. Hunting for Polo Tee(France Edition)

2. Looking forward to my new LCD in this week. Not to forget, Pc Fair on 31st July =)

All the things happened from the past 2 weeks till today. Lazy to write in details =)

Something Unexpected~

Yesterday I received something that I wasn't expecting.

She claims to be my birthday present. But it turns to be my 2.5 years gift.

Nevertheless, I'm very happy to receive it =D

The day before, she called and asked me the date of the events that occured for the past 2.5 years.

The next day, she pass me a beautiful photo album with her notes and our pictures in it.

Ahhh~~The memories ^^

The notes is very touching. Pictures are forever to be seen by us =)

Thanks baby.

Muackz. Love you.

P/S : Last night did some chinese treatment. Pics will be uploaded soon.

2.5 years Anniversary

It's been 2 and a ½ years that we be together.

We went through so many things. From sadness to happiness >.<

Nevertheless, we celebrated our anniversary ^^

Sorry baby for arranging the COD on the wrong date =(

I was starving for 2+ hours before I had my brunch...

We went to White to eat and then we went Snowflakes to enjoy the "Ice Kacang" *yummy*

My baby smart add Rm0.50 for extra topping then can get the chop.

After that, I went to meet up with Ron, Chin and Siang as my baby went to tuition~

They were so hardworking studying at college @@

At first we went to Six Happiness Restaurant for dinner but got wedding dinner at there.

So have to change place. We decided to try a restaurant at Jalan Imbi called Restaurant Beijing.

There's 4 set of dinner at there. Quite cheap for 3 dishes + soup. Not to mention there's fish too.

We went temple after that then got scolded by the "god" >.<

It was a good anniversary for me =)

P/S : Bye bye to PC and say hello to PS3 XD

Dinner at the Westin

@ Prego

@ The Living Room

@ Qbar Latin Grill

thanks ShuYi for the vouchers~

Malacca Trip

It's been fun during this past few days.

Went to P.D with my baby and Malacca on the next day =)

P.D trip is here

Good think I didn't drive this time but kudos to Daniel for being the driver *thumbs*

We reach Malacca around 3pm and we didn't waste time to find the state famous Chicken Rice Ball along with help of Daniel's cousin bro.

It is so cheap compared to KL chicken rice.

1 and a half chicken + 90 rice balls only cost less than Rm50 *shock*

I think me and JL took the most rice balls. I was so hungry that time. A cup of mee is not enough.

After that, we went to Malacca City for Cendol and some historic places.

We parked at the Taming Sari Tower and we come to a church.

It's at the uphill. It was a challenge for me to walk up the hill. Very tired.

There's quite a numbers of engraved stone inside the church. There's love stone @@

Inside there's a chamber. Should be underground chamber. But from my point of view, it looks more like a wishing chamber. Lol.

We went past few churches along the way and we end up eating Cendol.

We continued our walk to Jonker Street.

It's like Petaling Street but less "illegal" brand at there.

Sy and Daniel bought a couple T. Mickey&Minnie.

Then we walked till another Cendol Shop. It is famous for its Durian Cendol *drool*

They ate asam laksa and me as usual craving for the Durian Cendol and Durian ABC.

When we continue our walk, there's concert along the way.

4 hours later, we decided to go home due to the tiredness.

We stop by Seremban for Siew Bao =)

We reached KL around 9 something.

Really enjoyed the trip. Should prepare more money next time XD